• Thursday, February 7, 2008
Hais,
recevied $242 from hongbao.
I wanted to buy couple ring
Juz for us.
But i guess i cant already.
i'm totally hurt todae.
din have any mood.
hais.
tmr i'm going genting& i miss her.
I need you.
Will u come back to me?Or will u not?
I miss wad we did ytd.
I need you by myside.
Take care of you.
And taking care of me.
Hais.
hais.
i guess no mood for genting
i need you.
i need penknife.
Juz to slash my wrist and i'm dead.
But my gan doesnt allow.
hais.
it's hard for me to keep to myself.
Or am i too harsh for everyting.
or am i juz an lousy boyfriend to you.
but don believe wad i'm saying.
I'm juz don even think.
hais.
i'm really fucking sad now.
i really dun wish u to leave me.
i dun only wanna be ur friend & i even wanna be ur boyfriend cant i?
hais.
i really feel like crying nw.
and tmr inside the travel bus.
looking at the window outside.
being emo.
I really need you.
Hais.
i'm gonna wait.
Gonna wait.
Stop.Stare, 8:50 AM